every single day i think about the same damn things. will i ever be successful, where the fuck will i be by september, will i make my parents proud, will i ever find a good girl, will i ever be successful. im always worried and i hate it, yet i dont stress? its kinda like i wake up in the mornin and its a new cinema movie everyday. i dont know what the day brings, but i have an idea from previous movie trailers. the same things pop up in my mind but i know in due time, time will tell. i fight the battle of the curious, frightened, symphony, spiritual, adolescent soldier. i may have found myself as a person, and i may have chosen my path but now im learning the map. im taking chances, im confused, im agitated, im excited, im calm, im scared, but im happy. i feel like my heart has been growing so much, and im learning for my next test that is soon to take part. my heart is filling up, but i feel like theres a part of it that is just empty, i want to fill it whatever it is, im on a lost track in the right direction. maybe ill bump into a special partner looking for their next step on the way, only time will tell